I AM SO DAMN BORED!

Everyone has plans for tonight I'm guessing with homecoming and all so I guess it's me and the computer tonite.

The game was pretty fun. Actually I don't remember much, I just remember it was fun. I actually don't remember anything about yesterday at all. hmm....

Call me, PLEASE! The boredum is consuming me.

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I feel like shit.

Cramps are a bitch, arg...mine are horrible, they somehow go down to my legs, maybe I have a few extra uteruses I don't know about.

I feel like I'm wasting my life. All I do is mope around and sleep. The highlight of my day is watching South Park. I feel like my head is going to explode if I attempt to concentrate on homework, which is why I haven't been doing it, in fact my mom just came in to make sure I did it today...sure I did. I have like permenant stomach butterflies, if that makes sence. I always have that feeling that I'm about to cry then I never do. My head hurts all the time...but whatever. Go ahead and call me emo and get annoyed with me, I don't really care anymore.

I'm just really stressed out. Everyone keeps bitching at me and yelling at me for being lazy and I can't deal with anything more than my own thoughts right now.

I could really use a ciggarete about now...but alas I have none.

Withdrawl+PMS+Crista the emo fag=Whatever this is.

Hello all...felt like xanga-ing in the final 5 minutes before my mom gets on here. Today was okay. Mall with Sarina. Didn't buy anything, so I have 50 bucks now to buy illegal narcotics. (Just kidding...) Yesterday I went shopping, too. This time I actually bought things. 2 shirts and a magazine. Exciting, right? Friday I did nothing...I was really tired and kind of pissed off. I've been feeling rather ignored, and I don't think half my friends give a shit, even after me being vocal about it. It's surprising how people still don't get it after a clear "YOUR FUCKING IGNORING ME" or even a *"hint hint* I'm going to be sitting by myself so why go?" But I suppose it's a possibility that no one wants me there.

So my minds been plauged with schneebly issues. That that anyone cares. The best I can hope for is "Your stupid. Don't like them. Your not aloud to call them schneebly." Which in certain cases could be correct, but I tell myself that shit all the time. But I guess hoping for friends that actually sympathize with me is too much to ask for. I guess what gets really annoying is "You shouldn't like that person why don't you like this person?" or "You care more about that person than me" Well gee sorry but I can't be in love with everyone.

Wake up
My love
Never thought you'd make me, break me
Now I'm up from below
Such a brilliant star you are
And will your love keep burning baby
Burn a hole right through my eyes
All these short times feel like no time
I thought you ought to know

Can't stop listening to that song...I guess I'll go listen to it and cry in the corner. That was a joke but who knows.

Name Twenty people
1) Heather
2) Alyssa
3) Sarina
4) Hus
5) Miranda
6) Kaitlyn
7) Dean
8) Schylar
9) Sarah
10) Billy
11) Emily
12) Maddy Ho
13) Kayrn
14) Shawnee
15) Jess (Midget one, haha)
16) Jordan
17) Lauren
18) Alyx
19) Jen
20) Joy

What if you discovered you were carrying #3's child?:: It would confirm my belief that Sarina is a man. I would also wonder how fucking drunk I was that night. haha
What if #4 was actually...your uncle?:: Then I guess Hus is a man, too.
Have you been friends with/known #1 since childhood?:: Nope, haven't been in Hershey that long.
What if you found #8 living in your basement?:: I would laugh my fucking ass off.
What if #9 was reincarnated as a giant Panda?:: I'd be like...haha good luck finding bamboo. 
Do you know # 2's phone number by heart?:: Of coarse.
Would #2 & #16 make a good couple?:: HAHAHA yes, of coarse.
Is #3 related to you or any of your friends?:: No, I'm not that anti-socail that I put my family on these things.
Where does #3 work?:: No, who would hire her?
Have you ever stalked #4?:: Hell yes I have.
How far does #5 live from you?:: Not that far.
What type of music does #4 listen to?:: Nirvana. hah
What is #16's one true love?:: No idea.
Have you ever seen #15 drunk?:: No.
A good joke you and #4 shared?:: "im the toilet"
Does #1 have any secret lovers?:: If I knew it wouldn't be a secret.
Does #13 have Xanga, LJ or Myspace?:: Both.
When is #6's B-day?:: Sorry, I'm bad with birthdays.
Do you have anything of #7's in your room?:: His penis.
Give #15 a super power?:: Super tallness.
How tall is #7?:: Taller than me, obviously. haha I think he's 5'7 or some shit.
How old is #20?:: 13
If #9 could visit any country in the world, where would they visit?:: Sorry it's not something I generally ask people.
Who would #8 make a cute couple with?:: "Alen" she's been writing his name fucking everywhere.
Can #10 drive?:: No, keep our roads safe and Billy free. Unless he can give me rides in which case, it's perfectly fine.
Have you ever snuck into #4's room?:: Why would I do that? hah
What time does #9 usually go to bed?:: I'm going with the whenever the fuck she wants answer.
Do you have any pictures of #2 in your room?:: Not like hung up, but they are there somewhere.
When is #18's Birthday?:: No idea.
What's a magazine that #9 reads?:: Fat Fetish porn. haha jk, jk...
What if #14 had the power to destroy the world?:: She wouldn't destory me, I'm bian.
Does #12 have a website?:: Well, xanga and myspace.
What type of movies does #10 enjoy watching?:: Gay porn.
Something that #6 did that will always make you laugh?:: HAHAHA Hand rolled sauagse!
What if #11 married your brother/sister?:: Haha, Emily I'll be nice, go ahead and marry the boy, just make sure Sarina doesn't get jealous.
Have you ever had any classes with #11?:: mmmhmm
Is #12 in your address book?:: Yes
What if #1 & #9 shared the same mother?:: That would be weird.
Have you ever met anyone from #12's family?:: Yes
What is #20's favorite sport?:: Fucking.
Has #11 ever broken a bone before?:: I'm getting a yes vibe. But idk.
Has #13 met anyone/know anyone in your family?:: I think she's met my chinless mom. Wait, yes, she definatly has.
What is one thing you want to do with #1 before you die?:: I'm gonna go with our little trip to Europe we planned while we were stoned. Weed around the world. Wooo
Give #6 a hug?:: I have like every day since school started haha. She's a huggy person.
What is something #14 enjoys doing?:: Bein' bian.
Is #8 in your cellphone contacts?:: Yeah
Have you ever seen #8 dressed up?:: I don't remember.
Who did #15 take to their senior prom/any dance?:: No proms yet, silly.
Have you ever had #19's cooking?:: That would be fucking scary.
How often do you talk to #11 during the week?:: Every fucking day.
How old will #16 be in 2010?:: 19
Does sugar have a bad effect on #2?:: She's always like that.
Something #17 would never do?:: Kill her mother. I think.
Does #17 have any siblings?:: idk, I'm thinking she told me this one, can't remember.
Name a random thing that #8 owns?:: A penis.
Have you ever pictured #1 nude?:: Oh yes, all the fucking time.
Does #18 play any instruments?:: No
Has #13 ever been to your house?:: No :(
Name something crazy you and #5 have done together?:: "Look at that hot guy in the car next to us"
Does #17 speak any different languages?:: French
What if #2 proclaimed their undying love for you?:: Alyssa doesn't swing that way. This is ALYSSA.
how many lovers does #13 have?:: 1;me.
Does #4 wear contacts or glasses?:: No
What if #6 gave you a $200 gift certificate?:: I'd love her that much more.
Has #12 ever fallen out a window before?:: HAHAHA no, I think she would have told me if she had.
What kind of car does #18 drive?:: None.
Imagine you're destined to marry #7, would you prevent it?:: Nah, he's a sexy beast, an arranged marrige could be much worse. haha
If #1 & #8 were on a island together, who would be the first to eat the other?:: HAHAHAHA oh wow that could get nasty. I'm thinking Heather would win in a fight tho, sorry Schylar. haha
Does #5 + Sugar=good thing?:: Hells yeah.
Ever have a dirty dream about #2?:: Can't say that I have.
Give #3 a nickname?:: Wang
Who is #19's secret lover?:: Miranda.

Currently Listening City of Evil By Avenged Sevenfold I love this CD more than my Scneebly. This is big. see related

I feel like xanga-ing  without the luxery of a space bar...I have a bruise on my thumb from it...not kidding.

Homeroom- Got yelled at for not standing for the pledge...that pissed me off.

Theature Arts- Listened to Mrs. Balanda talk follwoed by a few minutes of work.

Biology- My project was pimpin. So pimpin that I redid it tonite, hah.

Spanish- Can't remember. Must have been boring.

Study Hall...I studied.

Lunch was fun as always, today we managed to talk about not 1, but 2 non sex related topics. (Dean's eyeliner, and murder...hah) Wait that doesn't count, Dean's eyeliner IS sex. haha. He was wearing more makeup then I was today. Strange.

Am Cultures- Me and Mr. Foley have a mutual hate thing going on...

English- Listened to Zimmerman talk about Edger Allen Poe, which was actually very inertesting.

Geometry- I like slept. Mr. Eppley is a fag.

Gym was fun, harrassing Pop Tart...wooo!

I was going to type more but I'm hurting. So one word...denthead.